I’m right here :D
The Zombies - This Will Be Our Year
Bring on 2010, lets make this a good one :D
I’ve said from the day I got here that I don’t belong here. That I would just be here for a short while and go. Well, maybe I wasn’t sure if I didn’t belong here yesterday, but I’m certain I don’t belong here tomorrow. So today is the day I’ll be taking my leave of you lovely folks.
I’m not going to delete my account. I’m just going to sort of keep it inactive. I’ll keep checking my email, so if you want to get in touch/stay in touch with me I’ll still be out there. I’ll keep my formspring open too, so if you have something you need to get off your chest or just something you want to tell someone anonymously, I promise I’ll read it. I just won’t be…here.
If you’re someone I’ve gotten particularly close to, please email me. I’ve made a real effort to keep this place totally walled off from the rest of my life. Now that I’m leaving, I’m ready to let a few of you in. If you want to know me, the real me, say so, and if I feel like we’re close enough, I’ll tell you everything.
Thank you all so much. For everything. For the laughter, the tears, the bravery and the vulnerablility you show me every day, for pictures that move my heart and words that stir my soul. For listening to me when I needed to be heard. For being the beautiful, magical human beings you are. Just know that the little things you do can (and did!) really touch someone’s life, in ways you probably never imagined.
I love you. Truly.
(since I’ve never been great with words, I’ll take a couple posts to say goodbye in song. If you love me, you should listen ;).
Lightning Rod - Guster
swimming in adrenaline
the sky is caving in
but I will remain the honest soldier…
I lose interest faster than I can snap my fingers. It’s like when I finally get what I what, I don’t know what to do with it. So, I just move on. It’s not something I’m proud of, and it’s something I’d love to change. Seriously. ‘Cause it gets old after a while.